Hmmm, wow.

Im bored, runny stupid nose.
I have to go get bubba soon, but codys sick.
So that means i have to go get him alone.
Im ohkay though, i can still function while being sick but getting extra rest is good. We stayed up late last nite.

Im thinking for this weekend maybe having haybayy and surahh over. :)
I cant wait. but not if there stinkin buts have plans, My hayybayy has a bf now. Awww. Its rather cutee.

Recently.

well, ive been sooo good.

:)

Hanging out with hayybayy was soo fun.

We bought maddie a jumper.

She loves it, can you tell.

Well thanksgiving is soon, we had a great halloween.

Oh and then christmas is coming up.

:) candy timee.

ohh wow

my maddie just woke up to eat and now she is asleep on me, as i am typing, haha, i edited my twitter and my myspace, im awake, havent went to sleep yet, i cant seem to go to bed, it sucks, i finished maddies wings, i think they look pretty good.

I get to go shopping tomorrow, yay. clothes. I think i made some damn goos candy, Well fudge rocky road and no bake, :)
everyone ate them and i got compliments, i lovee to bake, but i think all that chocolate made cody sick, he ate alot of it. I took some to his house for them to eat.

I will be making more rocky road too, its good. and pretty easy, christmas is coming up soon, and im going to take some fudge and candy to kim, and taking maddie over there, pretty soon my mom and allen buy the cabins, and we will be having some fun riding horses, if im not to scared. haha, :D

Ohh, maddie is scwirming.
Im trying to teach her to say mama, she was making noises earlier at me, it was soo funny. My little girl is getting sooo damn bigg! :(


But i love her and i love being a mommy, i think im doing a pretty good job.

waiting.

for cody to come home. im ganna make dinner soon. im craving water, im wierd i know. My sister is watching madison, Madison is like super perfect, so its not a good bc, maddie be bratty!







Haha,
decorating the house with my mom this week, i think.
I found my baby dresses my mommy made me when i was a baby.
photop for maddie soon. she will be in size 2 diapers soon. :/ woah.

:)

The Holidays are coming.
I love the holidays, the family time, I love christmas
All the cooking that I get to do. I love to cook. Haloweens first though, I made madison her costume, a tutu braclet and headband and fairy wings, she's ganna b a fairy!! :)
I just started on the wings they look demented rite now, cody says they looked like blood, ha, but I just wanted to put a lil color on them, they will be pink tomorrow, haha.

I will be getting up at 6 and making cody and I breakfast. And then finishing up home work.

Oh and cleaning and decorating. :D
Yep yep yep.

Maddie is asleep in her bassinet to my left codys asleep to my right. I'm watching christmas vacation.
Soo great.

I can't wait till we get maddie her chuckie doll so she can chase cody around with it.!

When me and cody go buy our tree this year it will be great! Ahhh! I cannot wait!
We have to figure out what were doing for everyone for christmas this year. I have some ideas!! :)

:)

Good nitee

Tiredd.

Im prob ganna go cuddle with madison. im exhausted. really, wow.
Last nite was funn.!

Wow.

Havent really had time to blog in a while.
Im surprised i do now, any secound maddie will get fussy.
but cody will be here soon. for the most part shes asleep just fighting it.
I need to cook lunch soon.

I wonder what ill make. im not in the mood for spagetti at all.
And the sauce would mess up maddie's tummy.
hmmm.
Idk, ill have to figure it out.
:p

well.

My teacher comes today. i got a lot done.
i wrote my baseball paper, i got my comp class stuff done for the most part.
i have one more excersice to do. i think.
Good thing i know how to work a computer pretty damn good.


Or id be screwed.

VID 00022.3GP

todayy

Is mommys birthday. Mhhm.
Madisons soo good!

At the doctor she slept through all the screaming loud kids, one kid grabbed my diaper bag, so I had to grab it out of her hands its like where the hell r ur parents why don't they get onto you?! One little boy tried to get close enough to touch her thank god his mom grabbed him, these kids were high pitch screaming for no reason, banging shit everywhere, hello your in a doctors office, manners, if madison would of started to cry I would have tooken her outside so everyone wouldn't have to hear her scream. But she didn't, and these kids were hella loud, and she just laid in her carseat for like a hour.

I was so proud, bcuz my baby is sooo good! I thank god, I'm soo blessed!!

I love being her mommy!!
I can't stand being away from her. Yeah I cry! :/

i lovee

Being a mommy, its a hard job, but so worth it, she's amazing, I never thought I'd feel like this, I love it, I think the best thing is knowing that your mommy, and that she loves you no matter what.

She's perfection! I lovee her!

:)
I'm typing this on my blackberry as she's sleeping in my arms.

Daddy had to go run some errands so its mommy and maddie time. This first week alone is ganna be hard but ill get through it.

Its only part of the day, but its mommy and maddie bonding time.

i loveeee!

Myy maddiee! :)
Me and cody bathed her before he went to work, me and maddie r spending time together, :)

:):):):)

Sooo, its been 4 days.
Tuesday I went to the hospital at like 7 and I had madison at 9.

Me and maddie

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induced.

My blood pressure did not go down, so I'm getting induced tomorrow, its a mix of many emotions, woah.


Just pray everything goes well, let me be lucky.

it smells like somthing crawled in your brain and died-squidward!

:) haha.
I'm awake. Do I wanna be? Nope. But I got up, so I guess ill be staying up.

Doctors at 2.
Mhhm.

Todayyy. :O well...

Imm boredd. Hmmm. Sitting at home, on the computer, i know not my cellphone for once.
hahaha. Listening to my myspace songs, ha, jason aldean<3 , my favoritee. Im trying to find some new music for my myspace, mhhm. but i dont think thats going so great, im still looking.

Sooo, Doctors tomorrow and i find out if she wants to induce me, im thinking if she doesnt madison will prob be late, and thats normally how it happens with the first pregnancy. Im Tired, and starving again, ugh, whatever. maybe tonite ill get to make taco's like i wanted too.

:/

Not in a good mood.
Mhhm.

:)

Busy day I was supposed to be on bedrest, but I went and got the last of the baby stuff, and my school stuff with my mom,

And then we went to winco, I'm tired. Mhhmm. I don't feel like being on my feet anymore. So ill make the tacos tomorrow.

Unless I go into labor haha.
Idk.

doctorss!

Went ok.
Like a good little girl, she turned and is head down!! Yay!

But my blood pressure needs to go back to normal so I'm basically on BED REST! Ahhh!

Monday I go to the docs, and ill find out then. I'd rather not be induced but if I have to be then so be it.

Later tonite I have to go buy some school stuff. Mhhm. So imma go do that but imma walk slow. Haha. Idk. I hate being stuck in bed!!

Imma see if cody wants to come and hangout with me. :/ I hateee not beingg able to do a lot!!

Thanksgiving we mitee be going to redding so all thee fam up there can see her. Idk yet though.

I'm so nervous. I want her here! Oh manh she's ganna be soo spoiled, by everyonee! Ahhh!

I've just been praying, pllzz don't let her somehow gett that nosee! Haaaaa.
She can have codys pretty blue eyes though.ohhh, I cannot wait. Soon enoughh. She will be here!!!

mayybee!

Madison will come tonitee!
:) ohhhh manhh thatd beeee greaatt!

Waiting and watching my body.
I will be up for a whilee.
:D ahh. I'm excitedd.


Plz plz plz!!

:)

At codys, family talkss.

:)

Goodtimess.


Talk laterr everyyonee!

hyperr! :)

Sooo tonitee is my last nite of classes. Awwh mannh.

Madison was due this friday till my doc changed it to next saturday. But I just got a call and they want me in there at 10 instead of 10:30

Hmm.
Cody will be here at 5.

We were looking at my old pics from when me and cody first started dating and how small I was. And cody goes damn u were really skinny I'm like I know!! So I blame him. Haha. My friend mike told him yea jamie had started getting really small and then she started dating u. Haha.

Whatever, its not hard for me to loose it. :) and the pregnancy I've barley gained anything. Yay for me.

I just can't wait to go shopping in november. Mommys buying me a wholee neww wardrobe. :) I'm stoked.being able to go back into hollister without feeling huge will be greatt!

Bahhummbugg.
I'm boreedd.




Getting off.

Byeee!!

umhh. damnn.

I took my sister to school.
I'm back home spongebob is on. blah. I'm bored, my head feels heavy. I don't think I'll be having madison this week. Its still possible but my body hates me. It starts and then stops. Ugh.

Today's plans.
Bee bored-from now till 12:20
Then see myy codyy, hopefully
And then we have lamaze tonite.aww, the very last nite. Haha.

Tomorrow. I have to go get some more school stuff.
And I need to get ahold of my school, and find out what's going on. Mmhmm.


Blahh.
I'm off

:) :)

I can't even wait.
Hmmhmmhmm.
I'm glad we have goals.
And I'm really hoping we meet them all.

I can't wait till she gets here its only a few more days, 11 to be exact. Unless she decides to come early or late.

Waiting is funn. Nott.
I'm craving cake, oh or cherry pie would be nice!

I can't wait till next december!
Hopefully by then we will be able to buy our little house.it'll be so nice if we can, bcuz we could have our famlies over to our house for dinner, and it wouldn't be the moving back and forth with maddie. But if we stay in bakersfield hopefully it will only be till she's 4. Have I mentioned we hate this damn town!
It gets worse by the day. Were planning on taking maddie to the snow this winter, and she'll get to go trick or treating or somthing, we still haven't completly decided what she's ganna be. Man my camera is ganna get a big workout in this upcoming year, and then ill be going to the store to pick up the pics to put them in the scrapbook, thank heavens I can drive. I'd love it if we lived by the beach so when family came to visit wed have stuff to go do here there is nothing, and of course someday well have to have some acres to make sure we can have chickens and goats! :) I want a goat, but I want a girl not a boy! I want a cow too, and everyone thinks I'm crazy, but I like em except that they r smelly. It'll be so fun when we go take maddie to see the animals, bcuz she will prob lovee them! Both me and cody love animals. Cody already can't wait to get her a fish tank, a lil one of course. I told him how that would work, ha,bcuz I have fishies, I have a pretty gold one I may have two but they r in codys tank and he takes care of them. Haha. But they r my fishies.
I'm just waiting for cody to get outta school. Its nice that he gets out early. Smartbutt.
I may get word back from my teacher today about my home study, they r supposed to get back to me by next week. Or I'm supposed to call and complain, haa.
I feel like every bone in my body is popping. Greatt! Idk if ill be drinking anymore of my tea bcuz it makes the pain worse. And I don't like it. At least if I got into labor codys right down the street at school, :) I just call his mom and they get him out. That'll be nice, but it'll prob be at night, knowing my luck!
My grandma grandpa and my aunt are ganna be down here sometime after she's born, my aunt said shed give me two weeks to rest but I don't mind I miss them and wish they were all down now! :)
My mommys birthday is soon! :) sep 8
And maddie could be born then! Ahhh! Well she could be born on anyones birthday bcuz there are a lot at the end of this month and september.
I'm so ready for her to be here!
:D

Talk about cravings!

This was like 2 nites ago! Ahh I want moree! If you lovee me ull bring me it! Imma kick codys bootie and make him get me it!

i lovee

My doggy! :) sittin in bed.
Jessie is laying by me, she's mad cuz I put my pillow on her. Haa!

Madison will be here soon! :)
Maybe in the next week! Origanal due date was this friday.

We'll wait and see. Mhhm!
I'm excited, and scared, but I just want my lil girl here! :D

Sitting in bed with jessie! :)

I loveee my doggy! She's purttayyy!

Relaxation!!

:)

woah,

So I drank my tea.
:)

Allens bday is friday.
Lamaze is tomorrow
Along with the hospital tour.
Today, I get to go to north.
Can u belive they wanted me to go to adult school, ha I don't think so I'm ganna have my "north high" diploma!

And they wanted me to come to school a week after the baby is born, uhm, insaine, my mom was livid. So were ganna go down there sometime today, and have the guy write down what hed like me to do, drop out and go to adult school and come back a week after the babys born, when I'm supposed to be in home study for 6 weeks, I liked mr.w a lot more and he acctually knew what he was doing, and we already had worked out this years first few weeks. Sorry if my education is important to me and I don't just want my ged!

I'm ganna be doing a ton of walking today, wonder if that will help with labor, wait and see.

Cody gave me a great massage, and relaxing helps with making contractions worse, its lovely, ha, but its all good.

Lin ryan and my mom all leave to go to nhs and then chs, and I get to watch bubb, and that's easy he plays video games.

Cody has decided he wants to shove me into labor by running over curbs in the excursion, first it was mcdonalds then a parking lot and then his house and I think he mite of done it at ei.

Wow.
I need to get out of the tub and get ready to go. Whatever.

Blah.
I can't wait till next summer, lake shasta, redding, madisons beach trips.

Were already ganna take her to the snow this winter, of course ill have her wrapped in 100 blankies, haha, and the heater will be on.
I'm just glad that me and cody agree on almost every parenting thing, and that we wanna and can go on trips with her.

Its so funni bcuz ppl think oh ur 17 and expecting, and they assume the dads not there, but its a stupid stereotype, that only few have broken, :) I'm glad I did.

Busy day.
After I get done dealing with this pulsing back pain, and this fishy in my tummy and ribs, manh I luvv her!

:D alott!

wowza!

I've just been trying to relax. Not going through anything to painful,I've found my tub to be my best friend, but I'm thinkin imma go lay down, my knees are hurting me, oh and my hips hurt. Oh wow, she's bein active.
Write more later.

38 weeks prego.

I'm thinking I'm supposed to be a lot bigger. People that aren't as far along as me are bigger. Wth? Haha, w/e. :D

update. havent in a while...

I've been pretty busy.
Extra innings is open now.
Yesterday I helped with it.
And it was a lot of fun, I'm just glad that being 38 weeks prego I got to help.
Wanda jinxed me haha, its ohk though, she got me some really pretty prego shirts and I told her, now I'm ganna have her soon, and not get to wear them,haha.

Last nite after getting home from ei, I lost most if not all of my plug, I was having sharp pains, and just plainly freaking out, I'm glad cody was there for me, I was so scared and not knowing is so hard.

So she could be here soon.
Its scary.
My mom is like cleaning the house so if I go into labor my fam can come down to a clean house, she was in my room, while I was trying to sleep moving my crib and tv stand around. Haha. I gatta make sure my rooms ready for her. Ill be doing that with no energy, haa.

But all my bags r packed and ready to go. So after her room is ready completly I'm good. Ha

Well.
I'm off.

Talk about cravings!!

I've been craving carlas for a few days, and my liddle brother just bought me some! :) oh myy yummo!

blahhhh

So we went to parenting classes thursday,oh my I loved it, :) relaxing, cody started to fall asleep,I heard a faint snore, so I moved and he was back up, but I swear its that relaxing, I was so like I wanna go home and go to bed, I wasn't feeling good during the class but I was ok.
We got her take home outfit yesterday,
Its cute pics later.

Tuesday we take more classes.

Wow.

:)

Todays lin's bday.
No clue if were doin anything.

My heads hurting.
Hmm.

One year 8 months

I cooked. :)

1yr8mo. :D

I'm in a pretty good mood. But I feel lazy.
But cody wants to go do sumthing, so imma have to not be lazy, and sleepy.

Hmmm.

I have to go make carson and bub lunch.

Fun! Nott.
:/

thankful.

That god gave me codyy!
:)
Becuse he's the only person I can handle being around for more than a day, he can handle my prego moodswings, and anything elsee.


I lovee him!



One year and 8 months tomorrow!

Yay!
Atleast we had been together for a year before I got pregg.
I think tht helps.

We have to go get her coming home outfit and bottles soon.

Then my mom asked me if I wanted a diaper geenie or the new diaper champ, ahh!

My mom says she glad she can help me with madison bcuz she really didn't have finacial help, or other help, and my "dad" not even really being there she was basically a single parent when I was little, and now allens ganna be maddies grandpa, bcuz he's been in my life more than my real dad and my mom and him have only been together for 4 or 5 years. They've only been married 1.

Lifes hard-u learn to deal.

am i wrong?

I don't belive myspace twitter or facebook, is the devil.
I don't belive that if you have one your going to hell.

Idk.
These are times when I thank the lord that I'm not "penecostal/apastolic" anymore.

Yes I belive in god. Very much so.

Yes I do make mistakes.

I don't belive that the "man" should be able to control his wife, or that he is always rite.I don't belive its rite to call yourself christian and then tell someone they are going to hell, being a christian Is supposed to be about help, and support and loving everyone, god doesn't turn down anyone,he loves everyone no matter what!

I don't belive he cares what you wear, what matters is on the inside and how u treat others, you can't tell me that if I wear a dress past my anckle and sleves past my elbow I'm going to heaven, no way no way! Its insaine.

I do belive in god, I belive in heaven, I always have, and I will forever, I do have my own bible, but there are some things I just don't belive in.


Myspace is not ganna ruin you, or send you to hell.


Well I'm just venting.

Hospital.

Bags r ready to go. :)

wow

Parenting classes next thursday and then doc appt that friday,

I have to get a doc note for school again, ughhy, I've already gotten one dontcha think they can tell when ur 9 months prego! Wow. Hahaha.
Whatever.
Then I have to ask my doc a ton of questions and ask for another ultrasound.

I'm sure she's fine.
:)

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Her new binkys! :)

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:)

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Cutee

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:) flowers!!

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I absolutly love them! Tights r cutee,

imma

Post pix of maddies outfits cuz I love em!

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Jessie

And her puppy!

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Her clothes and shoes.

hmm

I'm tired!
Gana get up,
Maybee! I miss cody

baby shower was amazingg

Loved it, I'm so tired.
I wanna go to bed badd.
I'm at codys, with my fam and his,

Imma fall sleep.

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Bubba sleepingg!

Hahah! Sleeping beauty! With his mouth open!

:D

Blah, so I'm gana go to bed soon, I haven't had to bad braxton hicks latly, so that's good, idk I don't feel very prego all the time, unless I'm on my feet or doing a lot of stuff, like when I'm down at ei, I get so exhasuted but I'm acctually doing stuff, some of the time, the other nite I had my first experence with horrible feet swelling, it got so bad cody had to take me home.

Tomorrow will be eventfull, a lot to do, wow!! Niteee world,

wow wow wow, july 22nd 2009

Today was pretty darn great.
Uhuh.
I woke up pretty early,
And cody didn't wake up till 9 or so, and then cody came got me we went to ei then we went to the bank then we went and got food, then we went back to ei and played ball, and hung out it was fun. And then we went back to the house and went swimming, amaingly I got no sunburn and I don't remember putting sunblock on but I wasn't out there too long, then we ate dinner and went back to ei, after picking up sodas and gatoraide.then we went back to ei, met people and hit balls witch my hitting suxx! But I try.

Just like 20 min ago I got home, after a amazing car ride, tunnels+phillup=hilarious!
I laughed so flipping hard I spilled my ice cream all over the place I acctually think I got some on cody too, haa.

So now I'm home relaxing somewhat.tomorrow is my relaxation day,soo I'm sleeping in I'm ganna take 20 baths and just chill out!

Friday I have a lot to do, tidy up the house, maybe get tables set up, get the rice krispie baby completly done!
I have to put in my cake order tomorow. Oh shit I almost forgot, oops. Imma write that down and go over my invite list and I have to go pick up the game stuff.
Tomorrow I'm not doing anything but calling the cake dude though. That's all!

Ahahahaha!

Good day!
:D

Purtyyyy

Long day wonderful though...

todayyyyyyyyy! :D

Good,
Was at EI all day, I vacumed the tunnels well 3 of em'.
I fixed the pictures on ei's myspace.

Me cody cole and matt went and got lunch, then went back to ei.
Well me and cody did, and we played in the tunnels,
I actualy hit the balls a lot, 7.5 months prego, I try, :)

I feel like a busy bee, like I wanna do a lot, but thts me.

32 ppl rsvp'd tht they r going yay!!

My cusin kamie just called yesterday and said she got the day off and is drivin from sac to here, I'm stoked, I haven't seen her in years.
I'm glad most of my fam and friends r able to come I mean hello our madison is a big deal,

She's my grandma and grandpas first great grandbaby, and the first baby in my moms side for a while. And then on my dads side she will be the 7th.
Bcuz my sister nikkie has 3
My brother phillup has 2
And my brother lil eddie has 1
Yepp, divenity will be at the bby shower, I lovee my niece but she's not very fond of me, I always hold her when she's tired though haaa, she's a funni baby, I'm hoping that madison and her will be able to see eachother a lil bit before they move.

I'm in a good mood!
I'm hungryyyyyy!

today today today

Let's just say amazing.
:)
Yea, that pretty much sums it all up.
I love my life.

:)) :)

Great mood
Just found out my cuz is coming to my baby shower!


:) yay. I'm excited.
So far 31 ppl r going yay!
It should be fun
Nite,
Tomorrow will be fun, going to be early so I have energy.

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I have a good dog

todayy!

I wokee up late, :)
Ate breakfast,
Cleaned the kitchen, did laundry and cleaned my room, oh and watched spongebob!

I'm waiting for the spot cleaner to dry so I can shampoo my carpet, so I'm watching the peguins of madagascar. :)
Yep.

4 days til the babyshower! :) yay!

Greatt!

Check out the twitter and myspace leave me stuff!


:D

haha,

Wow
Taledaga is having the first meeting this week.
I'm kinda sad I'm not doin it this year, last year was so much fun, cody could do it again, but its all like close to my due date and when maddie will be here, and he will wanna spend tht time with her.

She's ganna be a ladybug for halloween, I'm hoping its a hot haloween this year, last year it was rite? Hmm,
Only a month and a half, and she should be here,

Its close, she's 5 or 6 pounds.
I was born 7.
Me and cody think she's coming out august.
:) I wonderr,
W
O
W
Haaa!

Cleanin today!

After baby

This is all ill be eating or somthing, yogurt granola bar and water!

july 09

Well, madison will be a lady bug 4 halloween!

:)
I'm tired.
Family guy is on,
But I'm super exhasted.
Nitee nitee!

Go check out the myspace new pics! :)
Yay!

July 09

:) 7 months preg...

:)

Today started bad,
Umh,then we went to ei to gloss the floors. Then we came home ate and hungout.
Cody got a headhurt so he went home I made risekrispies,yummy.

Imma clean my room.
I want cake.

Baby shower saturday! Yay!!

so far

Jeenie
Ed
Eddie
Natasha
Divinety
Britney r
Kim
Hailee
Bo
Jamie w
Makensie
Sarah
Shirley
Ashley Y
Nicole g
Baylee r
Carrie s
Dallas
Sierra
Kristal
Linda w
J'resha
June w
Chase
Wanda w
Lindsey g
Ryan
Michael L
Phillup

badd dayy boringg

Yep today was pretty boring, I woke up at 9 got in the tub, had a major headache I went back to bed and woke up at 2 still had a headache, so I took a shower then my head still hurt so I took kids tylonal, that helped, at 4 I went and I got food and I felt so much better I picked out the baby shower games, and now I'm watching tv.


Boring day!!

:/ :) :( blahh, (: ): /:

Moody? Yes.
Blahh.

So far my morning has been crudd, I wanted to sleep In bcuz I was completly exhausted after last nite at ei, but I'm really glad I had some energy to help, and me and cody played catch and we hit the balls and I'm a better pitcher haha, just don't tell him, jk.
It was a lot of fun, especially scince I've never really thrown a ball in my life, ohkay I played softball once and I loved it but sucked, haha! But I acctually hit a ball! Hahah! And got managed to get hit in the ankle by a ball, dummmdumm cody, it hurt and is still sore, but whatever, I'm ohkay, then I helped put down the tape for primer, and then I spray pained the top of the cans can to say CANS, hahaha, so what if mine sucked a little, haha, I try, :)
I wass so tired, and I think thts where this headdhurts coming from,

Omg, only 6 weeks til madisons born, my doc estimates she's 5 pounds, wowza, I've only gained 17 from the pregnancy,
Wow,

I'm really missing my cody, I think he's sleeping, I'd be too, if my mom didn't decide she wanted to renevate the house first thing this morning, first I wake up to pounding on a wall by a hammer, ahh! And then she comes in and jacks my fan, meanie, blah!

Ohkay so the babyshower is next saturday, u could say I'm a bit nervous, everything just has to go rite, plz plz plz, hahaha, we've got almost everything ready, I need to hear from the table renting dudes, hopefully they call this week, yay, if not ill call them, I already bought my table cloths, I love em, we have to get the decor for my cakes, and we have to buy the favors and the prizes, wow, babyshower-alot of work, but it will be pretty nice, I have to wake up early cuz I have to set up and I have to get ready.

As most of you know pregnancy and hair dye no go, haha, or atleast I haven't died it, it is horrid so my mom said I could go dye it with the non permanant stuff, and then I can put my extentions in, and omg what will I wear, hahha,
Its only supposed to be 100 on that day so I'm thinking sitting out side with our misters on may be a possiblitly, yay! :) I'm excited.

My agenda for the next few days,
July...
18-Saturday-so far just sitting at home, hoping to go see cody, may have codys fam over for dinner.
19-Sunday-relaxing, at least that's planned.
20-Monday-start on organizing baby room.
21-Tuesday-clean house again,
22-Wednesday-spot clean everywhere.
23-Thursday-tidy up and organize.
-Friday-fix the risecrispie baybee, and get stuff ready 4 the baby shower, late afternoon go get nails done.
-Saturday-babyshower prep, then babyshower.

Yeah,
Seems simple its not, the favors I have to start on.
Soon, ughhy. Tht shouldn't take too long. :) yepp,

I'd like to go play with my pink spray paint,

:) blah!

I'm out.

wow

Busy day!
:)
I've been at ei most of the day, we playedd ball, well,
I'm exaustedd!

:)

I'm better!
Greatt mood!

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Baby bootieee

baby shower!

Yay.
We got a ton of stuff! I'm excited.

Me and mom made the rice crispie baybee and are finishing it tomorrow,

We went to the fabric store we got stuff for the table cloths there I love it! Then we went and got starbuxx,yummo, then we went to wally world, got the stuff for the centerpieces and the ricecrispie baby and plates and silverware,and spraypaint, wow, hahah!

Busy.

Nite well kinda I'm watching king of the hill!

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The baby butt

I'd have to say I lovee it!!

:)

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The pretty table and table cloth

Lovee it

Centerpieces.

For the shower

horrible

Mood,
I'm so not in a great mood.
Frustrated doesn't even begin to describe it.

:O ahh!

:)

Yay I took the faceplates off

"your the f*kin best"

:)
My new fav song.
I'm bored. I want cupcakes.
Yeaa.
I'm doing nothing, blahhh!

Ohk, well sitting on the couch checked the myspace the twitter and then my blogger,
Lilo and stitch is on.
But pretty much boring!

Ugh,

Blahhh,
On the computer being bored,
Fixing the myspace. :)
yeahh.



Stalk me!



:)
New songs!

Bathroom

Yeah

Window.

Counter

Yes

Bath curtan and door

Yeah.

By the sink.

My custom soap!

Picture 2

Side of counter

Bathroom!

Pic 1 counter

oww

Back pain. I was rearanging my bathroom, and my back started acting up, I want it to stop so I can get back to work!

ugh!!

I'm ganna be cleaning this whole week.
Woohoo.
I've already done the kitchen top to bottom!
And I have to do the bathroom and get it all pretty like I want it. So that will take some time. But I've got all week.
And then today I hope we move the big bed into my room.
Idk! Ugh!

A lot of cleaning to do! Wohoo!


Not!
But wednesday I go shopping! So tht'll be nice.
Maybe the beach tuesday, oh lord I hope so!

:D

Ughy!
Sleepy!
Going to bed soon! Thought I'd blog first.

My day!
Got up at 4am, to get water,went back to bed woke up at 8 got up, cleaned the kitchen and living room, planned baby shower, looked at stuff for the baby shower, first I drove, (yes I drove) to fnm fabrics, my mom wanted fabric for the ottoman, then drove all the way from niles st to rosedale, went to wallyworld, got some sewing stuff and looked at stuff for center pieces, then we went to petco and got koi for the pond, yay! Then we came home and rested for about a hour. Then we went to winco to look at food costs and cake stuff for the babyshower, in all the shindig so far is costing 200, so far, and there is still more stuff to get! Ahh!

Then at 8 I drove to codys, and stayed there till ten thirty then I drove home,

And now I'm doing this!

Well blaah! Thts my day.

hahaaha!

Well today were ganna go do some party planning stuff, so I'll be driving today!! :)


Yay!

:/

I'm just ganna pray and hope everythings gana be ok,

I love my family!
I'm thankful of how close we all are!

I'm blessed.
With the most amazing people

dinner with the famm was good!

Well,
With me cody my mom and allen,
It was a good evening.
The waiter wanted to kill allen. Haa. It was funni,
Then we came home and I had to cook bub and carson macandcheese, bcuz they were hungry and playing video games.

For the babyshower there r ganna be 38 chairs set up, and 4 tables.wow, I just rented them for tht day today, so I'm excited, tomorrow we go look at table covers bcuz my mom wants to get special cloth to cover em, hahha. And then we go set up cake stuff, hooray,
I'm still debating what games to play, idk idk idk!

I go to get my nails done the day before the shower, idk what imma wear, or anything, wow, the menu is pretty much done though, wowwowwwow!

I was trying too relax and blog, not working so well! Damnn, haha! I'm hoping to drive my car tomorrow! Idk mommys car is nice to drive too,

7 weeks till madisons here! Yay! I'm super excited!

I'm watchin king of the hill.
Gatta get up early tomorrow so I'm ganna set my alarm. Ugh!

FunnFunnFunn!

hahahha!

Well, I'm sitting at home watching tv! Ugghy.

Cappichinoo! :)

So yummy!

32 weeks!

Wow, strong braxtonhicks last nite.
But today not bad.
:)


Wow!

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Yummo

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Boredd!

:) blahhhzamm!

better

I'm good.

Kinda sick,but ok.
Craving cake!
Bad, missing myy cody!


:(
Ilh!



Nitee

Mom cleanin.

Veggies!

4th of july! Yay!

Waiting for cody and fam to arrive! Yay! :P

Fourth of july!

:)

Bestyy makeovers!

:) ready!

:)

Blahh.haylay is coming over. I'm glad. I went to my dads today, it was nice.
So far babyshower head count of 17.

but idk.
I invited 50+
So everyone has 3 weeks to rsvp.
A lot of my fam has.
I just gatta remember who all I invited.

Haaa!
:)
Well byee

:)

Yay.
The baby shower list is really getting started!
I'm stoked.
My cousin kamie is ganna try to make it. Yay! She's ganna pray for me, and tht maddie will just sleep, and be a really good baby! :)
I'm ganna go see my dad tomorrow,

I'm not feelin well.
I am getting tired though.


:D
Welp,
I'm out.
Tata!

:)

At codys!
Bout to go swimming yay!

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Oildalee! :)

blah

Sitting on my couch, I can't wait for the 4th
Yay!

:)

I'm getting more ppl telling me tht they r going to the shower so I need to plan everything out. :)

:) greatt wonderful life

I'm so happy!
I had a great time with cody!
Ice age was wonderful, I loved the dinos! :)
My brother and my sis-in law and their baby divinety are all coming to my bby shower I'm so glad thankful and happy, so I asked cody if hed go. Bcuz he hasn't met them, he said yes!
Yay yay yay!

U couldn't even understand!
:)

I'm very sleepy!
And seriously I hate driving in the dark. I was so mad bcuz I was to tired to park my car rite I gave my mom the keys and just told her to move it when she wakes up in the morning! Stupid curb! Hahah!

Frustration+sleepy=not good!

Well, goodnite!
Sonic is yummo!
My boyfriends thee best!
I have amazing friends!
Thank you lord!

:)
I'm sleepy!!

:) dattee niteee

Driving over to codys around 6:15 yay yay yay! I'm sooo excited.

We haven't gone out in a long time and I'm excited.

Its a monday nite too soo nothing will be too busy. I think,

Busy overcrowded places=jamie oh wow not fun.


:)

Yep yep yep.


I love being able to drive my car.
Vroom vroom!

I'm very happy with my car,

sleepy

:)
Wow,
Ten weeks.
My maddies almostt here!
I'm excited!

I think I'm ganna have cody take me to my next doc appt, idk if I wanna drive myself, I'm sure I don't wanna go all alone. :)


I'm tired, sleep sounds good, but I just got up!

Lamaze classes soon.
And the baby shower on the 25th :)

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A feww nitess ago! I swear I'm not a dork! Haha! :)

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Not much makeeup. Like mascara! :) funntimee!

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Jeep! I want onee!

tenn weeks!

Yay!


:)
Doc appt tomorrow.
Fun
Well niteee

:)

Happy happy!
I loveee codyy and madison!

I'm very hopeful,
And with all honesty I think were acctually ganna makee it!


We fight-we talk
We joke and play.
We compromise.

There are a lot of things tht we have just between us, like all my fears goals and everything.

I loveeeee him!
:)
And I'm sooooooo happy!!


Maddie is ganna be here soon!
Wow!

Its amazing.
:)

tickkk tickk boom! -t-pain!

:)
On in myy headphoness!

Imm on thee blackberry!
Yay!
I madee hayy andd breebree twitters!
I'm hoping they use them!
Breebree has been! :)


I'm so in lovee withh thiss phonee.
I can keep everything updated!

:)


I wonderr whatt imm ganna do tomorrow.

Idk what weree doingg todayy.

I posted a ton of video's!!
:) funny.
I lovee breebree she's a dorkk.

We had chocolatechip pancakes for breakfast.

They were yummy.
:)
Yay.


I miss codyy!
Madisons up!!
:)
She has switched her sleep schedule.
It doesn't bother me though.

I'm 11 weeks from having her and I can still stay up late withh the girls.
Wow.
I'm norm tired.
But it was funn!

I'm hungryy!

:)
Ganna goo makee lunchh!

hatee onn mee?!

Ahahhaha!
I'm soo hated and its so funni.

Just cuss u got nothing going for u in ur life you hattee mee!

I know I'd wanna be me too.

I've got the most amazing boyyfriendd.
The greatest friends on the planet!
A wonderful familyy!

My own car,that I now legally can drive!! :)

I'm 11 weeks away from havingg my bayybee girll!

I'm so blessed, so keep hating.


Keep talkinng about me.
Keep stalking me.

I'm well known.

My friends luvv me and my enimies hatee mee!

And u know what.
Go aheadd hatee mee.
Its great I'm better than you.
I know tht.

:) hahahahahahahahah!




I loveeee my lifee

ahhh!

Ughhyy!
Ganna go shower inn a feww.

I don't feel so good.
:(
Whatevvv!

I'm sleepy!

Sleepyy!
:)
Had fun last nitee!
Had a yummy breakfast.
:)


Missing codyy.
Blah!


:)

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